Beauteous Victory - Dying Inside

In reality
I have no true friends
Living with the pain of separation
From the outside world
I hide in a dark place where only my secrets remain
My eyes wide awake in constant fear
The future's not looking so bright for me
All I see are wheels of fire slowly turning
Oh Deric
Please save me from such a beauteous disaster
My hands cold and shaky
It's hard to breathe
When endless questions are being asked
I am a broken planet
A broken Venus
Dying inside
Only you can pick up the pieces
And put me back together again
Behold a damsel in distress
A freak of nature without any morals
A desolate distraction from many others
How deeply inspiring
My heart is a sinking ship
In the breach of insanity
It is you who charges me emotionally
Why?
Why must this great big world be so alarming?

Beauteous Victory

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