B.E. Lusiv - Tough Love

Living a false reality
Confused by sexuality
Holding all this shit inside
From people I have to hide
Constantly crumbling my already dwindling mentality.

Struggling in society
Hoping no one spotted me
Can't be out
But without a shadow of a doubt
I yearn for a man's soft touch against my body.

Craving some attention
Yearing for affection
Searchin for that feelin
Cuz these niggaz got me feenin
For things I dare not even mention.

My soul's on fire
Burning with desire
For him to look into my eyes
Got me hypnotized
Secretly manifesting, taking me higher and higher.

Consumed by lonliness
Forgot about joyfulness
Lookin for that man
To take me by my hand
and say
In your soul I find complete happiness.

02/13/2003

B.E. Lusiv

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