Autumn Keele - To make things right.

why am I still thinking about you?
Its over, were done, I know were through.
Even if I could,
I's not as if i would.
You are finally happy and you have settled down,
and a steady relationship is what I have found.
I dont know if I still care anymore,
but i know that I left without shutting that door.
Lying in bed night after night,
it just makes me realize that nothing is right.
thinking about how it ended...in a fight.
I know I was wrong and it was you who was right.
Now you are married and expecting soon,
and I cant go to my old home...memories in my room.
You are over me,
and your finally happy.
As for me...
I will be fine,
just give me time.
I think about you less and less each day,
hopeing sometimes praying that there would be a way.
I just need to see you for a second...for a moment in time.
Just to say, 'Hey', 'Im sorry' to make shure your doing fine.
Then I can finally close that door thats still cracked.
I'll know your fine and I can finally relax.

Autumn Keele

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