Autumn Keele - Mixed Thoughts

What is it that causes a total break down?
Is it when you feel so alone even tho there are people all around,
Or is it when you can't get anything right...
So you lye lay in bed wondering where you went wrong at night.
Fustration all built up inside...
everyone thinks it is, but its no ones business but mine.
Do NOT test me when im at this state.
This is about to get out of hand if things keep going this rate.
You see not any of the good that I do...
Only my mistakes,
All this pain, fustration built up..taking me in its strong embrace.
Yes, like everyone else, you think you know me..
but still, YOU ONLY SEE WHAT I WANT YOU TO SEE!
Something that I've noticed about you,
Its not only me.. but you have more than one side too.
So ask your self, is the sting worth the honey...
well is life worth the pain and all the suffering?

Autumn Keele

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