aubrie sandidge - suicide

suicide
is it the right thing to do
i just want everyone to be happy
and i know when im around there not
i want them to enjoy the life they have
even if i cannot
so should i just keep cutting my wrists
or should i finally just pull this trigger
sometime i look at death
and it scares me
what happens next is that it laying in the ground
for the rest of eternity
there has to be more doesn't there....
other times i think of death
and its all i have to look forward to
theres no more sadness
no more fears
but today i shall live
to tell my mother i love
and to say the rest of my goodbye

aubrie sandidge

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