ashley McC - Confused

her old brother doesn't realize
his little sister follows every step
he takes.
all the pain he caused her,
no matter how hard she tried
not to end up like him,
she ended up like him anyways.
while he caused pain, she caused
pain for everyone around her.
her old brother was nothing but
a stranger who just happens to be
her brother.
she can't figure him out,
he's lying to himself all the time.
now she lies to herself.
she just can't figure whats
happening in 'life'
she can't even get the right words
for this poem.
no matter how many times she repeats
herself, she can't find the problem.
but not everybody can get the answer
to an unexplainable question.
anything that involves with life,
you can't really say anything,
because life is unlimited.
he's the closest thing to her in her life,
she only tell the truth if she was drunk
or high.
she hated to tell the truth sober.
Drugs n' booze ruled over her,
she can't control.
Let's leave town, and forget
this sh*t happened.

ashley McC

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