Ari Ryan - Crucify Me

I see it in the window,
Everything I know.
My fists are cut and bloodied,
As It’s you I studied.
I dropp to my knees in question
Wondering if this was my lesson.
I fail to run and hide
As you succeed to crucify.
Crucify me and my deeming ways,
Hurt me, kill me, Crucify me
Because I’m gay.
Let me take the place
Before the one who saves the day.
I’m more deserving to bleed out,
Mace pounding in my veins,
The guilt, the pressure is what strains.
Beat me ‘til I’m black and blue,
Shoot me, shouting F__ you.
You hate me all
Whole, unholy
But in reality,
You don’t know me.
Hurt me, Kill me, Crucify me.
I struggle, I’m frail,
My life was a Fail.
I did everything to help others,
But still people shout, Mother
F***er.
Hurt me, Kill me, Crucify me.
Maybe I deserve it,
Maybe not.
Maybe hell won’t be too hot.
Punch me ‘til my eyes swell up,
Spit on me, cuz you don’t give a f-
Watch me bleed,
I’ll hear your laughter,
And still it’s my fault
For this slaughter.
Hurt me, Kill me, Crucify me.

-Don't Hate.-

Ari Ryan

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