Arfa Iris - What Difference Will Make One Sin?

I have committed many a sin,
big, small and wee.
and before committing every sin,
i tremble and think and think?
how can i commit one more sin?
then again i think,
what difference will make this one sin?
now when i look at myself,
i find myself top to toe,
dipped in the dark waters of sin.
it makes me scared to die,
and more afraid of my lord.
i just dont know how to face my creator.
how can i present myself-full of sinister?
my fearful eyes shed a tear,
i look at the sky, with heart full of fear,
the beautiful sky and the floating clouds,
gives birth to new wishes and desires.
and again i am ready to commit another sin.
thinking what difference will make this one sin?

Arfa Iris

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