Aqua Flower - Myself...my enemy

Anger surrounds me
nothing seems right
no relief from this feeling in sight
anger.....grips me at the throat
these feelings I despise and loathe
want to punish myself
never good enough
need so much help
these times are just too rough
its suffocating
this life-long struggle with self hating
Want to look in the mirror and love..
want to feel your love for me...for you make me
feel like a beauty
in your arms I am right
you help me win the fight
Guiding me toward the right path
you keep me from falling
into my self inflicting wrath

Aqua Flower

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