Anthony Eccles - Mistake!

Shhhhhhhhh, Its just been silence now since you've gone,
Your now a memory that wont go away,
I pray to the gods so they will help me,
To get rid of this hate that stays,

I now feel like a new man,
Like a heavy burden has been lifted within,
I have been granted a new life without you,
Though i can say i dont know where to begin,

Should i thank you for helping me do this,
Or should i resent you just for the fact,
You played me through our relationship,
And i was too slow to react,

I ignored you when we fell out,
I even listend to you over my friends,
When they told me that you had cheated,
I just beleived you untill the end,

But one thing i can say was they were right,
I was just too cuaght up and denied the truth,
But im guessing thats what its like with young love,
And one of the downfalls of been a youth,

I could see our relationship was failing,
Thats why i went to her over you,
But thats becuase i was hurting,
with all the pain you was putting me through,

I regret some things ive done in life,
And through this some knowlege was gained,
I know now never to trust you,
But within myself i feel ashamed,

That i let you use me like a doormat,
But there was only so much i could take,
I can now turn around and say this,
You were my biggest MISTAKE! !

Anthony Eccles

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