Anthony Arias - Hesitance

you thought that i wasnt ready
and you were right

it didnt mean that i didnt love you
i was a boy alive and unsteady

your body was a religion
i had no soul to offer

you smelled my hesitation
and ran away

intuition sensing
i was not ready

twenty years later
i still think of you

i hope that you
think of me too

when I die
i will think of you

i wish that
i will die before you

Anthony Arias

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