angel lockheart - I Wish

I thought u cared; Now I know I’m wrong, If I died today,
You wouldn’t feel anything.

You’d show your sympathy, But it would all be an act, just as your life has always been.

You’ve played this game before and you’ve got it down perfect.

No one suspects as long as you don’t let anything show.

You haven’t noticed but you’ve changed more than you can imagine.

You hurt everyone who doesn’t do as you wish; Your anger is never under control. If we met now we probably wouldn’t be friends because you’ve changed so much and now I’m only something from your past.

I’m the last person you call if you want to do something; I’m the last person you think about at the end of the day.

We used to be so we were one, but now you’ve changed so much and I’ve stayed the same. You put on your act for all your other friends, and only come out when you’re with me.

You don’t want to be the guy you really are though, so u spend less time with me and more with everyone else so you don’t have to face facts.
You wish you were the guy in the books you read.
I wish you were the guy you used to be.

angel lockheart

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