Andrew Carson - Sleepless night

Another sleepless night
In this dim twilight
Trying to think of things to write
To write down my soul under the soft moonlight
Trying to understand the things I dare not say
For fear she might run away
Wanting to talk, but not knowing how
Not wanting to lose her, but knowing I can’t keep her
She’s not mine anymore
We’re not paramours
I find it hard to share her
But if I don’t I will tear her
I try to understand you and make peace with your conclusion
And figure out my new direction
So, I write on this sleepless night
Under the soft moonlight, in my dim twilight

Andrew Carson

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