Anamika Jalan - Small Hope

Sitting here thinking for a while,

I cant ever seem to truly smile,

wondering when i might happen to die,

that and more is making me cry,

I promised myself that i could do better,

but i let myself down now my eyes and cheeks are getting wetter.

Just waiting for that one day to arrive,

when I can finally feel alive,

find a nice girl to hold me tight,

and whisper in my ear that everything will be alright,

but for now I cant sleep,

late at night I have to weep,

my heart feels heavy and my chest feels light,

I am not too sure I can make it through the night.

But I’ll fight my hardest too see tomorrow,

with small hope that someone will relieve me of my sorrow.

Anamika Jalan

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