Ana Podarevska - Bastard

It was never
'Always and forever'
We were too smart for that.
Or maybe not smart enough
To see what it could turn into.

Whored, sleazed, fucked around
I don't know where you've been.
You're looking at my questioning
As some sort of sin.

I don't know just how much
I'd take to be with you.
I find I've been much less
The strong girl people knew.

[To the boy I first met at a Kottonmouth Kings concert, the one that went on to become mine, the one that manipulated me beyond belief, the one that took my innocence. 'Hey you', bastard. Love you, always and forever.]

Ana Podarevska

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