Amy Parkinson - Again

Here I go again
...Again... And again...!
I'm in the same place...
Again!
Same look of fear on my face...
Again!
I'm forced to face my demons...
Again!
As I sit on my bathroom floor as I had done many times before then
Blade at my side
Demons in my head
To not give into their negative words, I tried
They just wanted me dead

I still try not to give into them as they scream in my head 'grab the blade and cut yourself open! '
This will stop, when? !

I sit huddled on my bathroom floor
Alone
Crying
And scared...
Again!
My demons' anger flared
I consider ending it all myself
Here I go again! !

Amy Parkinson

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