Amna Haleem - Fooled

Why did you do this to me
Why did you make me feel like this
Why did you question me so
It confused me, ensnared me
At first I was controlled
But then you broke down my defence
How?
When no one has been able to do so before
Your the only one who made me react
Your the only one who made me go red
I can't believe it, I can't stand it
I feel so embarrassed and strange
I loved your company
And the great times we had
I loved being together
With many laughs and Smiles
But why did it turn out so
You drew out feelings unknown
Those that confused me
And I find out you felt them once
My heart begins to race
Then I read on
And it becomes swallowed
By darkness by emptiness
By hatred and more
Why did you do this to me
Why did I allow for this to happen
When I knew what would be
When I knew you were smart enough
to stay away
To not feel as such
But why was I such a fool
Why did I let my heart rule my head
I was fooled
by me and only me
Yet
I want to
Thank you for telling me
Thank you for ending it at last
Thank you for the great times
I will never forget you
I hope you will find
The one who's
just right
For you!

Amna Haleem

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