Amelie Anonymous - Never wanted this

I can’t stand this
I’m falling apart
I’d try to explain myself
But wouldn’t know where to start

Life is nothing but a burden
And what good is that to me
This was never what
I imagined life to be

I cry myself to sleep at night
I hope to never wake
I dream of giving up it all
My life is here to take

I want my journey to end
I wish it never began
If there ever was a god
He f***ed up my divine plan

My life is all in pieces
Back together they never will be
No one would even bother to try
So say goodbye to me

Amelie Anonymous

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