Amabella Paula - Run

I'm gasping for air as sweat trickles down my glistening body... solemn tears roll down my rosy cheeks as the sound of my pulsating heart becomes more apparent....why do i feel the need to run and hide and why do i feel like a pack of ravage wolves are thirsty for my sweet blood? ? they come after me cause i have what they want i am what they been looking for and i want to give them little pieces of me just so i wont disappoint them but i know they will destroy me..so ill run..ive ran until i couldn't run anymore and now i want to stand here in this meadow of tall grasses and scream from the top of my lungs...just yell for i have yet to find the words to describe this pain....its over I've been yelling until my voice is now broken and shallow and my legs shake terribly until my knees finally hit the soft ground.....heavy breaths of air slowly release my parted lips and and i cry cry like a child who has lost their parents or parents who have lost their child....i cry because i have lost i have lost myself let me be selfish don't ask of me what i cannot give or have at the moment....the crying subsides and as i lay curled on the ground the wind comes and cools my perspired body...i close my eyes and let it carry me away to a place where dreams are better than reality.

Amabella Paula

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