Am I having fun

I fantasized about my death
in that moment there was nothing left
what I wanted was a brand new start
in order to live Id need a brand new heart
and there you

sell me on the future but don't expect
me to forget about the past cuz that's bullshit

I do what I can baby, exactly what I can

Here lately, I'm happy. I'm laugin' at me.

Glancing at the sun, Am I having fun,
I'll remember some, when it's all done