Ally Brock - I dont know

I dont know how to
walk down these halls
like you do.
I dont know how you do.

It's been Ten Months without you
But it feels like forever
How can everything ever be
Normal?
How can I ever look at you again
Without breaking down?

Will it ever be normal?
will it ever?

I dont know what to do without you..
How can you just ignore me?
Or is this you ignoring the situation?
is this real.. or just a dream?

But…
Did you ever really go on?
Did you?
Can I ever really go on?
Can I?

Or Can WE start over?

Ally Brock

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