Allenika ... - the only one i trusted

As i sit here and stare at the screen
so many emotions run through me;
i had heard of him again...
i wonder of so many things,
yet there is only one on my mind.
what is he doing... where is he...
what is he like now... did he change.. or not..
does he still like the things i like..? etc.
i dont know the answers yet i want to find out.
dont know where to turn and look.
i have to let him go, but how.
all my mind does is think about him.
i want us to stay friends but does he?
our roads were crossed once
now they went in separate ways.
i pray for him to be safe wherever he is.
i only hear of him now and then.
all i wanted was a good friend....the one i can trust
and maybe the only one i trusted....

Allenika ...

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