Alexis R. - My Disease

A smile plastered on my face,
Inside I’m screaming,
A sigh, I’m fine,
Inside I’m screaming,
A laugh here a laugh there,
Inside I’m crying,
A pat on the back you say it will be ok,
Inside I’m crying,
I come home to an empty house,
Inside I’m dying,
I lost my family and gained nothing,
Inside I’m dying,
I go to sleep wishing not to wake up,
Inside I’m bleeding,
The only thing I wish for is not here,
Taken away from me at the midst of my teenage years,
Inside I’m bleeding,
I long for the way it was,
Inside I’m dead.

Alexis R.

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