Alexandra Gray - Lover’s Suicide 2

As I float & watch you from up here
I can’t help to kiss your face & silently whisper in your ear
My last goodbye & as I gave my final kiss to my sleeping angel, so peaceful & unaware
Although you can’t hear me now & never will, neither can you see me anywhere

For I am now forever lost
and taking one's life had been the cost
Even if you hadn’t loved me the way I wanted you
Nor have I had the chance to tell you how much I love you

For you only saw me as a mere friend
And gave your broken heart for others to mend
You did not see the hole you dug up in me
When you left me bleeding in agony

You never saw me wince behind my smiles,
Whenever you tell me how happy you are when she smiles
You never heard me when I tried to call you,
Because you only heard your name whenever she calls you

You never saw the tears in my eyes,
Whenever I saw your love for her in your eyes
You never felt the slice in my heart,
Whenever you tell me how both of you could never be apart

And you never believed me,
When I said 'you’re the world to me'
Instead you laughed, and told me 'that can never be'.

Alexandra Gray

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