Alex Ramos - I've Changed

What's become of me?
I'm hurting the ones I love
I tell them they're horrible
And yet I feel nothing
Have I gotten past the point to where I don't care?
People say I’ve changed
I like to think they're wrong
But now
After what I’ve done
I realize they're right
I hate the person I’ve become
Cold-Hearted
Ungrateful
I want to say I’m sorry
But I still feel nothing
Why am I even here?
I should be in hell where I belong
I'm sitting here looking at this medication
Thinking
Did you do this to me?
Did u turn me into something I hate?
Why are you in my life?
Do I need you?
Do I want you?
I know I’ve changed
I just don't know if I care!

Alex Ramos

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