Absent Wryta - him on my mind

I see him and my mind wanders
My mind wonders and ponders

I wonder of things that are
And things that could be

I worry of things that aren’t
And things that will never be

He lets me in
Then shuts me out
It seems he needs to have his own space

I long to explore his mind
Learn what makes him, kind
And how to make him mine

I would like to get to know him
Go into that simple place
Where there is no time or space
And touch his deeper soul

I am lost when I behold him
Wondering if I would ever hold him
I have thoughts that never end
And questions not yet answered

I want to know his story
But he is best as a mystery
An essence in my presence

He is on my mind
He is not mine
I chose to keep him there
Him on my mind

Absent Wryta

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