Abhiraj Rajadhyaksha - When words fail

So new is this feeling
Writing the message nth time
And on the next second… Deleting

So much I have got to say
But the only god damn question is
Will I possibly find a way?

No idea where am I heading
But I carry a single ticket
That ugly truth left me shredding

But can we end this story here?
Rather than holding a compass
That points at nowhere?

Last statement didn't make me glad
As I just realized
Expressing feelings was an idea so bad

It's becoming even more uncertain
Wonder why
Doesn't “Something” have a hold button?

Bloody whole rhyme is so lame
Didn't find a way out
Just hardened the game

Difficulties and hitches are true
But when you'll need me
My presence will be felt by you

The end is always marked by a sigh
I can't wave you back
It's too hard to say goodbye

Abhiraj Rajadhyaksha

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