Abhinav Sharma - Sometimes

Sometimes I feel too lonely to live
Sometimes I feel too weak to carry on
Sometimes I feel my mind lost in long thoughts
Sometimes I just can't take you out of my mind
Sometimes past revolves like a film, sad memories echoing inside
The guilt making hard to carry on, the heart pierced with a knife
Sometimes I just want to go away, without even saying a last goodbye
I just feel so lost, and i really don't know why
Sometimes I just want to quit, and don't even look at you again
I am really tired of trying, but losing again and again
Surely that sometimes hurt a lot
My heart feels broken, my body not
My eyes become wet, i cant controll
But I supress thos feelings and say LOL
Because all feelings are not to show
All pain not to tell
All sufferings not to revealed
And every broken heart is not healed
But in my heart i know
That i can suffer, and not show
As i have my precious friends
Which make death slow

Abhinav Sharma

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