Abdul Wahab - <<< Breakdown

I am alone
And all around there is a complete silence
Yet I hear a sound of cracking
I search for the broken thing
Nothing is found
Everything is as usual in the entire room
There is another one
Second time
I look outside
Everything is alright
Perplexed I put my hand on my head
And become too attentive
To know the direction of the source
When I close my eyes
O my God! !
The sound is coming from inside
I breakdown, my friend, for the third time
Something wants to come out
I cannot live in this way losing my honor,
My self-respect
Desperately I want a change,
Want to get back my pride, my strength
Want to break free
By another breakdown
Of another kind
Emitting only molten lava

Abdul Wahab

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