Abby Wesson - She Loves You

I feel so guilty
I feel so bare
I feel as if I’m dieing
From how much I care

I can’t help but want
To help all my friends
But this hurting inside
Must come to an end

I have no emotion
With my outside stare
But deep in my soul
Stands a devils glare

He rips me to shreds
Like a lawyer gone mad
Tearing at my wall
Showing my sad

I don’t want to let
Anyone know
How much I can’t stand this
How much I wish to go

I am suicidal
Shocking but true
And not only alone
Do I feel so used?

I drown in my weakness
I bleed in my shame
I find a way to calm me
And discover only blame

But I will stay silent
Even when I am loud
And maybe when I die
I might draw a crowd

Abby Wesson

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/she-loves-you/