12-01-05 Sam McCall

*No, Jason, what is unfair is to finally find somebody that makes you happy and have them snatched away. That is unfair. What’s unfair is for you to finally have your heart and have to leave it behind. That is unfair. It is all unfair, but it’s going to happen. We know that. We have accepted that. So we will love and hold each other until the last possible moment. But in the end, it’s all the same, you know? You’re still going to leave me. And I’ll finally give in to this cold, empty feeling inside of me. And I will cry, and I will be sad. And I will get really, really angry. But our child — our child would be my — my love. My heart. My constant reminder of you and what we have together. So, yes, you may have to leave me. But you don’t have to leave me alone.*